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[fortunefail]

[written]
She's not here. I've been brought back, but she still isn't here. I've failed to protect her again.

Considering what I've lost, I'd much rather have stayed dead.


[[OOC: He's back from the dead, but Martel is still gone. Another friendly reminder that she dropped out of the RP last week and you can remove her from your F-list. Anyway, apart from his fiancée, Yuan lost the ability to see colors. The whole world's black & white to him, now.

He'll be emotionally unhinged for about a week (or more) and will be doing what he does best; hiding. In bushes, up trees, behind rocks... You name it. He'll change his location every so often, so anyone who needs him will have a hard time tracking him down.]]

Comments

[themoonuplifts.livejournal.com]

Don't say such a thing, Yuan! Martel would be so disappointed to hear you say something like that!

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[fortunefail]

Does it matter, at this point?

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[themoonuplifts.livejournal.com]

Yes. It does... It should always matter.

[written]

[fortunefail]

... Whatever.

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[themoonuplifts.livejournal.com]

Take care of yourself and don't do anything stupid, Yuan.

[written]

[fortunefail]

Sure.


[[OOC: Sorry Usagi. He just doesn't feel like talking right nowz. ^^']]

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[themoonuplifts.livejournal.com]

Good...

[ooc: She figures as much~ She's just worried about him. She does kind of know what it's like to lose your lover more than once.... ]

[salvationfound.livejournal.com]

...

So, you've returned.

[written]

[fortunefail]

Disappointed?

[written]

[salvationfound.livejournal.com]

No, not particularly.

[written]

[fortunefail]

You'll have to forgive me if I find that hard to believe.

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[salvationfound.livejournal.com]

You're forgiven.

[loooong pause since this is hard to write]

I'm relieved and glad to see you living again.

[written]

[fortunefail]

Why are you doing this?

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[salvationfound.livejournal.com]

I tire of our distance.

...

I apologize.

[written] 1/2

[fortunefail]

...

[written] 2/2

[fortunefail]

However rare it may be, I don't need your sympathy.

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[salvationfound.livejournal.com]

There is no sympathy in that apology.

[written]

[fortunefail]

Then, why? What is it you want?

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[salvationfound.livejournal.com]

I meant it for my actions when you first arrived.

[written]

[fortunefail]

Let me rephrase the question.

What is the great Kratos hoping to gain from this facade?

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[salvationfound.livejournal.com]

Nothing. I simply felt that it needed to be said.

I do not say such things if they hold no meaning. It would be pointless otherwise.

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[fortunefail]

Fine.

Is that all?

[written]

[salvationfound.livejournal.com]

Yes. I'll leave you to your mourning.

...Martel's presence will be missed.

[fortunefail]

[the journal is slammed shut harshly.]