Your attempts to justify your actions are pathetic. You betrayed Martel.
[Even just seeing him, just thinking about it, makes him want to lash out at something. Preferably Yuan himself. And violently. To his great frustration and annoyance, however, he realizes that without his Cruxis Crystal he is essentially useless against Yuan. This only makes him want to lash out at him even more. Of course, he isn't about to let Yuan know any of this. Time to bluff: he scoffs derisively.]
I'm not about to waste my time and efforts on someone like you.
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[Even just seeing him, just thinking about it, makes him want to lash out at something. Preferably Yuan himself. And violently. To his great frustration and annoyance, however, he realizes that without his Cruxis Crystal he is essentially useless against Yuan. This only makes him want to lash out at him even more. Of course, he isn't about to let Yuan know any of this. Time to bluff: he scoffs derisively.]
I'm not about to waste my time and efforts on someone like you.