Yuan (
fortunefail) wrote2009-02-19 07:34 pm
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I know what's causing this strong attraction. I know it's just another experiment. At least I've gotten a valuable lesson out of it. I was foolish to think I could have a family with Martel, either here or back home. It wasn't meant to be. The girl I knew died a long time ago and no Summon Spirit can change that.
Even if it's just an experiment, I don't want this feeling to disappear when it's over. I hope it doesn't. I need to stay with someone who doesn't remind me of the past.
All I need to do is keep him away from Usagi. I don't want either of them to get hurt. In fact, I'll have to find a way to keep him safe from all of Usagi's friends after that warning she issued. The experiment might be clouding my sense of judgment, but I find it hard to believe he could truly harm someone.
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[Action]
[What is this? Yuan's wandering through the village in broad daylight? Seeming like he's actually enjoying the weather? Apparently, something's brightened his mood a bit. One might note, though, that he looks like he hasn't been sleeping well these past few nights. One might also note that he's carrying more groceries than should be necessary for one person. Stocking up for a winter that's already passed? Who knows?
Approach and find out, if you feel like it.]
I know what's causing this strong attraction. I know it's just another experiment. At least I've gotten a valuable lesson out of it. I was foolish to think I could have a family with Martel, either here or back home. It wasn't meant to be. The girl I knew died a long time ago and no Summon Spirit can change that.
Even if it's just an experiment, I don't want this feeling to disappear when it's over. I hope it doesn't. I need to stay with someone who doesn't remind me of the past.
All I need to do is keep him away from Usagi. I don't want either of them to get hurt. In fact, I'll have to find a way to keep him safe from all of Usagi's friends after that warning she issued. The experiment might be clouding my sense of judgment, but I find it hard to believe he could truly harm someone.
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[Action]
[What is this? Yuan's wandering through the village in broad daylight? Seeming like he's actually enjoying the weather? Apparently, something's brightened his mood a bit. One might note, though, that he looks like he hasn't been sleeping well these past few nights. One might also note that he's carrying more groceries than should be necessary for one person. Stocking up for a winter that's already passed? Who knows?
Approach and find out, if you feel like it.]

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No. I'm going to put them up in your house.
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I'm perfectly capable of doing that myself.
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But I want to do it.
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... We'd probably be better off visiting your house, considering mine is so poorly decorated.
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And I just want to do something for you.
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[This was, in retrospect, probably a very stupid thing to say to someone to Usagi.]
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So, you have something to hide.
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...
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... The cow. The stuffed animal one. I uh... I still have it.
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Oh? Is that it, huh?
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Yes. It's unfit for a grown man to have a stuffed animal in his possession, but I can't bring myself to get rid of it.
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Anyway! Now that I know, I can visit, right?
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I'd really rather that you don't break into my house without warning, though.
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Then let's go now! It's not breaking in if I'm with you, right?
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